i didn't realize its been this long.

it feels like yesterday i just saw him.

he wasn't the best but i didn't mind i loved him.

it was hard to think about it and not want to cry.

i feel so numb and empty.

i just want to cry but i cant i have no tears left.

i wish i could have said goodbye,

maybe then i would have closure

i think about all the good time and the bad

i think i wish i just had 5 more min with him

i would hug him and kiss him and tell him

"i love u daddy "

but i cant its to late, there is no going back